somethings are better left unknown.
this post was brought to you by myungsoo's fall and fuckaz's clothes.
hi, i'm sorry i allowed this to die for awhile~
but i'll talk about christmas eve and new year. christmas eve was spent on orchard, crowded as hale, we ate mos burger and attracted attention and also did emma's surprise birthday event on orchard road lmao.
new years eve, we went to flee, ate and sat around. we went back to lynn's and watched gayo. the highlight of the day was counting down and drinking hooch/Q and going all high and laughing at unanimate objects and neela, then dancing to yayaya and random songs and screaming buck raps. ; A; we slept, woke up, ate and went to another flee. L O L.
school has started, i feel weird. .__. i don't think my mind is used to it yet but i'm forcing it to start adapting to the fact that i'm already in sec 4.
it's really a new year. instead of it being a better year, i'm having to handle more crap and continue acting like it's not bothering the 물고기 out of me. (hi susu, 물고기 reference 8D)
somehow, i'm supposed to be able to move on and pretend not to know anything. if i don't, i'd affect the people around me. i don't want to see them upset, so i'd rather be happy. i know mom gets really upset but she can't show that she is. sometimes, when i look around, i know everyone is holding it in. nothing bothers me as much anymore, not even the bunch of 못된 지지배들 with their nonsense.
i guess it's better not to think about crap that makes me sad, even when i have to deal with it everyday. :)
going to meet cyn/rayray/sharon tomorrow at nyp open house omg \o/ only thing i'm looking forward to l o l.
now, who's up for some math? ^____^ (or chinese, take your pick.)
