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i always feel the need to write blogs at around 11... and with a rather 진지한 song choice.
today's choice would be an almost oldie but goodie cause it's luna. 잊지 말아요.
iris makes me sad. D<

i've got quite a lot on my mind, but i'll try to organize them and... uh, not forget them. ㅎㅎㅎㅎ
the first thing i want to say has been on my mind since tuesday, i didn't really know whether i should say it.
probably because i don't know how serious it is, or whether i should dwell on it.
overthinking (+920313 thoughts) makes vern a girl that lacks sleep.

mom casually told me she thinks she might have breast cancer.
how do you think i'd be able to accept that as casually as she said it?
i pestered her to go for a check-up and asked when is her next visit to the doctor. next year, due to the fact that the doctor gave her half a year of medicine.
she's taking it quite lightly and it has been bothering me.
hur. /chucks it in a corner of my brain/

i tend to take other people's worries as my own. i need to stop doing that, i'm aging faster.
and on the other hand, i worry about my own worries too much. yes, good job.

i'm just staring at this page for half an hour, forgetting what i wanted to say. 대박.

ah, next week is camp. hm, next week.
more caffeine for me next week.
after camp, instead of being able to pack and rush down to see them, dad is making me attend some crap compulsory thing with my brothers on the 4th.
i'll pack my things and go to whatever it is and rush down afterwards, i guess. ._.
i was planning to overnight, but now i can't. tlist, plans for 4-5th? ^^ ikin, are we going to be hobos? ㅋㅋ
shet, if they don't stay till the 5th i'm going to headwall.
didn't expect that many things to cockblock me. /sigh/

i have now been looking at this page for an hour.
안녕히주무세용♥
stay safe.


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